I LOVE G.I.JOE.

Seriously. There were fighting scenes from the beginning till the end, literally.
And I LOVE IT !!

OhmyGawd. This movie is totally a 9.999/10 (Cause the ending part was abit potong)

I can watch this a million times again, just like Transformers :D

Hmm. Other than that? Highlight of the weekend;

Saturday : Installation BBQ Night
Sunday : G.I.Joe , Steamboat

Soo lazy to blog. Haih.
Byee.

I'm soo relieved now. Its like this heavy weight that's been lifted off my shoulders.
Thanks :D

And I forgotten how was it like to be a Form3.
After talking to them, it just reminds me of how much I miss Form3.
Not to mention 3CEMPAKA !!

Arghh. I wish I could go back.

Attention to Form3's : Enjoy your PMR year. When you reach Form4, thats when it strikes you how fast you're growing and how your life is gonna and just like that.

It just gets worse eveyday.

Dear God,
The only thing I ask of you is to hold her when I'm not around,
When I'm much too far away.

Remember this song?
Or have you really forgotten everything already?

Tagged once more by Lamin` Melvin

USING ONLY ONE WORD!
It's not as easy as you might think!

Copy and change the answers to suit you and pass it on.
It's really hard to only use one word answers.
Be sure to tag the person you received it from.

1. Where is your cell phone?
Don't know.

2. Your significant other?
Food :D

3. Your hair?
Washed. LOL

4. Your favourite thing?
Food :)

5.Your dream last night?
Dark.

6. Your favourite drink?
Ribena?

7. Your dream/goal?
Food.

8. What room you are in?
Hall.

9. Your hobby?
Ber-Lame

10. Your fear?
You.

11. Where do you want to be in 6 years?
Home.

12. Where were you last night?
Restaurant.

13. Muffins?
Fluffy.

14. Wishlist item?
Music.

15. Where you grew up?
Soil.

16. Last thing you did?
Tagged.

17. What are you wearing?
Guess.

18. Your TV?
Flat :D

19. Your pets?
Bleh.

20. Friends?
Life.

21. Your life?
Family.

22. Your mood?
Frustrated.

23. Missing someone?
Maybe.

24. Car?
Drift !

25. Something you're not wearing?
Boxers.

26. Your favorite store?
Floral.

27. Your favorite color?
Green.

28. When was the last time you laughed?
Now.

29. Last time you cried?
Today.

30. Who will resend this?
MELVIN !!

31. One place that I go to over and over?
Kitchen.

32. One person who emails me regularly?
Facebook.

33. Favorite place to eat?
Beach.

I tag; YOU !

Can't believe I'm doing another tag. Hahaha !!
It's proven.

I'm NICE :D

`Breaking Apart.

Ever felt like everything is falling apart? Well, that's what I'm feeling right now.

This week is probably the worse week ever. Day by day, everything seems to get harder. Everything was fine before this. But why did you mess with the balance?

I just feel like an idiot now. I feel soo stupid. Like I'm not capable of achieving anything at all. I'm flunking class ever since July. Not concentrating at all, and not finishing my homework. Today we had Bio and Moral test. And I had to cheat in both tests just to make sure I don't fail. People expect much more from me. I expected more from myself. I feel like I don't have the energy to do anything anymore. I can't understand anything that everyone is filling into my head. Bio, Physics, +Maths, History ... even Mod Maths. Maybe I'm not even trying hard enough to understand. My study life is just going downhill.

And to add salt to the wound, I don't know what's happening to our friendship. Usually you'd say hi to me, ask me questions, talk to me `bout whatever crap possible. But today, you've not even acknowledge my existence. Not even a slight smile when our eyes meet. I never asked for this to happen. Why can't we just talk like we do last time? What happened to the endless texts we used to send each other just to talk about crap? Where's the guy that'll talk to me when I'm facing troubles like this? Where's the guy that'll ask me about +Maths just so that I can show off my skills? I miss my best friend.

I just want everything to go back to as they were before. I want to laugh again with my heart around you. Why won't you give me a chance?

Sometimes love comes around. And they knock you down.

Just get back up, when they knock you down.

- Keri Hilson

The Familiar Sorrow.

Today we went and pay respect to Pn.Teh's husband. I didn't know it'd strike me this hard, that the hollow part in me wasn't filled up yet.I went there hoping to make Pn.Teh feel better by giving her support. But instead, I myself broke down in tears. And it wasn't even mine to shed.

I can remember so vividly the familiar chanting from the player. The bouquet of white roses lined up beside the table. The framed up picture in the centre right in front of the coffin. And of course, the body in the coffin itself.While taking small steps towards the coffin, tears already filled up my eyes.I was hesitating.Wondering if I should look into the coffin. Wondering if it'd bring back the painful feelings that filled the house the day he left. And yes, it did. It was like dejavu all over again. Instead, this time, reality struck harder.

I knew I should've been strong. And I regretted not doing so.I regretted making a fool out of myself, letting my emotions conquer me, and thus destroying the walls that Pn.Teh built around herself to stay strong. But I just can't help it. I should know that I've cried enough when he actually left, but to relive the scene once more? It felt as if he left me again. Once was enough.

I do miss him soo dearly. Remembering the times he used to fetch me around, buy me food while I spent my school holidays with him and my grandmother. I practically grew up believing that my grandma and him were my 2nd parents. I knew I wasn't very fond of him when I was younger. But as I grew older, I noticed how much he loved me,even if I might have made him sad countless times. I regret not being the best grandchild that I could've been. I regret not telling you I Love You every single day. There's so many things that I wish to talk to you about. Soo many things that I want to apologize for. I didn't even get to tell you how much I relly love you before you left.

I hope you still hear me now. Screaming at the top of my lungs, telling you how much I really love you, grandpa.

Why Am I Doing This?

Cause I'm being very nice. Hahaha.

Tagged by Melvin Cheah !

1. Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
Attention to my future boyfriend/husband; My forehead (:

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Hungry !! Thank God humans created muffins :D

3. Who was the last person people you took photo with?
My two lame kaki-lang : Swen and Des.

4. Would you consider yourself spoilt?
Definitely not. I'm brand new. LOL

5. Will you ever donate blood?
To save mankind? Why not.

6. Have you ever had a best friend of the opposite sex?
Plenty. Hey, after all, I'm 50 man and 50 woman right? I accept that fact !!

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
The fella that tagged me. Hahahah !! Just kidding ;p

8. What does your last message say?
This is so random. Texting or pm? Urm. "Shut up, you bimbo"? Lol

9. What are you thinking right now?
"Why whyy whyy am I doing this tag? You should be happy, Melvin. Hahaha!"

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Chace Crawford. Hahah !

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
1am? Was watching "I'm a celebrity, get me outta here." Damn funny. LOL

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
Another totally random question. Is this a stalker? Hahaha. Urm, Giordano.

13. Is someone in your mind right now?
My MOM !! She's gonna come back anytime soon. And I'm illegally onlining. Hahaha

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Chang Meng Kit. Yess, I still hate you. Lol

10 "lucky" people do this quiz.
1. Melvin, how dare you tag me? Lol
2. Manda
3. Des
4. Swen
5. Daey
6. Xing
7. Andrew
8. My sis, Mei (: Though I know she wont do it.
9. Shiat Hui
10. Huey

15. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
Hahaha. This is P/C. Lol

16. Is number 3 a male or female?
I sometimes wonder myself. Hahaha

17. If number 7 and number 1 get together will it be good?
Urm. Aren't they already together? LOL

18. What is number 1 studying?
Hahaha. Like he said; Chapter 4. His favourite.

19. Is number 4 single?
Taken by me. Back off, people. Hahaa

20. Say something about number 6.
L-A-M-E dude that sits beside me :D

21. What you think of number 3 and number 6 being together?
HAHAHAHAHAH !! Speechless. LOL

22. Describe number 9.
Hyperactive ;D

23. Do you like number 8?
Lovee her :)

DONE :D

Haih. My rep la, kiddo.
This is what it seems like .....
This is what happens BEHIND THE SCENES.

Its a tragic story....

Special message to ma` boys

Hopefully you know who you are (:

I've heard that there are some problems you guys are facing. Somethings that might shake your friendship. You might not always see eye to eye but isn't that part of what makes you stronger as one? Although you have your own individual opinions about everything but you gotta learn to think as a team. Make decisions that benefits each other and not just yourself. You're not aiming for stardom as an individual, you're aiming for success as ONE. Even if you cant reach a decision as a team, do not let those obstacles ruin your friendship. Friends are more important than your career. Just trust each other for trust is all you need to succeed. Sometimes you might feel like anything and everything that you have done might not be enough to bring joy to others. But the truth is, your effort shows how much you care for us and how much you want to make us happy. It does not always have to be perfect. Sometimes the tiny flaws you have are the ones that build you up to be stars. You may have lost the battle, but you can still win the war. So stand up, rise from the ashes and give it another shot. A loser is not determined by matches you've lost, but by the matches that kept you on the ground.

Even if the whole world doubt you, I'd still be here.
Standing strong, ready to offer my hands whenever you need help.
Your faithful friend :D