Wow, it has really been a long time since I blogged right? I bet nobody even comes here anymore.
So I guess its safe to dump some shit here right? Hahah.

Well, I really don't know whats going on in my life anymore. Friends whom I used to talk to every minute of everyday are slowly slipping away. Heck, its even a miracle that I say more than 5 words to them in a day. People whom I used to talk to every night is slowly ignoring me. Did so many things change during the holidays?

Sometimes I really don't know what I want. People say, just follow your heart. But my heart can't make up its mind. Wait, that doesn't make any sense. Urghh. I'm just really confused with everything right now. Things used to be so simple last time, just like abc. We used to laugh and joke around without any secrets and burden. But I guess as we grow older, the laughter tones down and the burdens build up.

I just don't want to leave high school knowing that our friendship ended like that because of mistakes that nobody could prevent. I want to make a difference in people's lives before leaving, I wanna mark my presence in your hearts because you have done the same to mine. So, please give me another chance to fix us.