Haih. My rep la, kiddo.
This is what it seems like .....
This is what happens BEHIND THE SCENES.

Its a tragic story....

Special message to ma` boys

Hopefully you know who you are (:

I've heard that there are some problems you guys are facing. Somethings that might shake your friendship. You might not always see eye to eye but isn't that part of what makes you stronger as one? Although you have your own individual opinions about everything but you gotta learn to think as a team. Make decisions that benefits each other and not just yourself. You're not aiming for stardom as an individual, you're aiming for success as ONE. Even if you cant reach a decision as a team, do not let those obstacles ruin your friendship. Friends are more important than your career. Just trust each other for trust is all you need to succeed. Sometimes you might feel like anything and everything that you have done might not be enough to bring joy to others. But the truth is, your effort shows how much you care for us and how much you want to make us happy. It does not always have to be perfect. Sometimes the tiny flaws you have are the ones that build you up to be stars. You may have lost the battle, but you can still win the war. So stand up, rise from the ashes and give it another shot. A loser is not determined by matches you've lost, but by the matches that kept you on the ground.

Even if the whole world doubt you, I'd still be here.
Standing strong, ready to offer my hands whenever you need help.
Your faithful friend :D

I'm just trying to keep this blog alive. Hahaa !!

Anyway, I have good news :D
But I'm not gonna spill it till I confirm it.
Wont wanna jinx it, you know. LOL


LEO Installation of the 25th of July, this coming saturday !!
You're coming right?

Support me laa :)

Urgh. Time is running out. And there's nothing I can do about it.

Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock Tick tock.





Hate this.

I dont know what I'm feeling now. Is this anger? Or am I upset? Sometimes I wonder, is this all even worth it? I was once strong at heart. Once confident in whatever I'm doing. But not anymore. I'm doubting myself now. Asking myself over and over again, when did I start becoming like this? When did I start becoming so annoying, aggravating everyone. Asking for so much. It's as if other people dont have their own problems to deal with already. I dont remember myself being so weak. I should've known that this would happen since the beginning of the year. I keep telling myself, "you can handle this". But the truth is, I cant. I was living in denial all this while, because I know that if I were to admit the truth, I would not be able to handle it. And when I finally admitted it, the impact was far worse than I imagined. Urgh! I hate myself for being like this. So fragile. So weak. This really sucks. But I cant do anything about it. I cant change the past to heal the future. People say, there's no point crying over spilt milk. But words are only words. Harder done than said. You must be thinking; "OhmyGawd. Can she get over this already ar?". I just need someone to tell it all to. Someone that I can turn to in times of need. But I cant trust anyone anymore. Not even myself. Everyone is so caught up with their lives and I wouldn't wanna be an annoyance anymore. There's actually soo many things that I wanna tell you. So many things that I wanna let you know. But the timing is always wrong. And I don't have the confidence to deal with the consequences. I guess, keeping it all to myself will be the best for everyone. Soo, blogspot, you're officially my best friend.

Officially The Head PR :D

I'm publicity-ing like CRAZY !!

Hahaha. Anyway, more pictures on Facebook (:

P/S: I have a special Hot Attics album on Facebook okay. LOL

I probably should update,
but I just cant find the time.

Urgh.

I keep falling asleep in tuition.
Its as if I paid to go to sleep.

Its soo frustrating.

Okay ... byee (: