Curiosity Killed The Cat.

That idiom suddenly came to me.

So, yeah.

Exams are soo close that I can feel its evil coldness on my skin.

And yet, I'm still here, blogging about it.

Sometimes,

wait. scratch that.

Always, I wonder,

what the heck am I doing?

Haih.

Anyway, I just had Subway today.

Delicious shouldn't be enough to express how tasty it is.

Too bad its not in Swen's list.
Can't make her jealous this time.

I wanted to blog about something.
But then I totally forgotten.

Well, sms.
As Calvin would say it.

Went for badminton with the gang again this week.

But this time, Kedric went too.

New member, like me (:

And I can officially announce that my skills have improved.
But of course, its nothing compared to JunYew, FookLee, Calvin and definitely not David.

It is good, compared to Des.

Hahahahah !!

And Vino came too !!

The blackie (:

He was playing while msging Shaina.

Alamak !!

But surprisingly, he managed to save every shot by multitasking.

Maybe because, most of the time he's running around the court like a mad dog.

Reason:Because I'm not.

Didn't manage to play with Kedric though.

But I guess he is too pro for me, that's why.

LOL !

Reduce, Reuse & Recycle, ma' friends.

Going green, bros' (;

Music of the Day : Don't Trust Me by 3OH!3

Another magnificent performance by Adam Lambert.

Seriously?
Can he get any better?

One week he shows his punk and rock side,
next, he gets all ballad and emotional.

Omolah !
This guy is awesome !!!

And Paula Abdul is just ... weird.
What's with the "Woman can shop at a men's department, but guys do not shop at a woman's department."

Errr....
Everytime she opens her mouth,
I just get lost.

And Simon is just cool.
Everytime he teases Paula bout her comments.

Anyway, if I were in America,
my credit would finish thanks to Adam Lambert and Kris Allen !!

Blind Leading The Blind (BLB)

Can you believe that I woke up at 6.30am on a Sunday morning.
Omolah !

Anyway, today was blind leading the blind and I was actually dreading to go.
Helloo !
3km walk, bro.

But it turned out to be quite fun.
And hot. Very hot !!

Sooo, my partner was Des.
The lame lame Des.
And she was the one being blindfolded.

But, Des, you can trust me right?

I'm telling you, this girl can cam whore anywhere.
Even when she's blindfolded.

Even Xing came.
You actually managed to wake up and arrive in time.
I'm soo proud. LOL !

So sorry Wai Phun dumped you.
And then you kena stuck with Woon Zhien.
Lemme show you your contrast with him.

And Calvin showed up too.
Earlier than me. Lol !
I see a very committed Leo.

Stop showing off your phone !

And then there's Jun Yew.
My fellow LJY.

Whoo ~
Look at that sexy pose.
Hahahah !

And Rachel (:
My athelete idol. Lol!

And Andrea showed up late again.
As expected.

There's Fook Lee, another cam whore (:
But he's not a pro cam whore.
Not ready for the camera 24/7.

And then there's blackie woon.
Bloody dog.
Piss people off. Lol !

I had to take this pic twice,
cause the first time,
Woon Zhien could not be seen.
Like serious punye !

My fellow retards who loves the camera oh-so-much.

And I got reunited with my best friend since Std.1,
Ng Sue Jean !!

I remember, she was the ONLY one that'll talk to me when I was crying.

Check out the number of Leo's from Taman SEA that attended BLB.
And that's only half of it.

After BLB, we went for lunch in A&W.
And we had our taiko (the black dude) to lead the pack.

Stupid tailo, made us take the LONG route.
Like I said;
Tailo = Molou = KaoChai = Woon Zhien

And then there's my fellow dirt whore,
Wai Phun.

Who finally looks abit like a man,
with that patch over there.
LOL.

And Xing.
My fellow lame partner who spread his deadly lameness disease to me.

Fook Lee again.
Is that your taiko face ?
LOL !

Why am I posting this?
Omola.
Woon's black face !!
And Des's white face !!

CONTRAST !

I always thought I was quite tall.
Until I saw THIS !

Last but not least,
my fellow gang member.

There's the Dirt Gang;

And there's the SO Gang;
(No, it doesn't say so gang. Its short for Secret Organisation. But Jia is missing. So, its like an incomplete gang.)

I would be lying if I said I'm fine. And thats why I won't. Cause I don't want to be a hypocrite. Wouldn't it hurt more if I told you I'm fine, but I was just lying? Everyone just don't understand. Not everything can be based on what you see from the outside. There are reasons behind the things I do. I'm not upset because of the physical state of it, it's the meaning behind those scars. Everyone keeps telling me that what I'm doing is wrong. But how am I suppose to control these feelings? Do you really think its that easy? I know I'm a bitch, but I'm trying to solve this the best way possible too. You really think I don't want to forget it? I don't want what we have to end. But how am I suppose to trust you again after this?

I'm sorry for ignoring you. For giving you the cold eyes. For not acknowledging your apology. And its not only you that I need to forgive. How can I forgive you when I can't forgive myself. Its not entirely your fault. It was mine to begin with. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't have done what you did. If it weren't for me, our friendship wouldn't be like this. The blame is on me.

You always call me a bloody bitch. And you're probably right. Cause I've done so many things. So many wrong things. Towards you, and towards everyone else. Sometimes I wonder if I'm worthy to be your friend. Or even a friend to anyone else. You're probably thinking why am I making such a big fuss out of something so small. Once again, its not all about this. There are other things bothering me now. Things that are affecting my judgement.

Inner Athlete !

This weekend is very productive.
Exercising wise.

Lets see ...
On Friday (counted as a weekend) - Badminton
Saturday - Cycling
Sunday - Walking

Wow !!
Who knew I was so athletic.
HAhahaha !!

Anyway, I'm soo happy to be cycling again.
Though it takes soo much energy cause my housing area is either uphill or downhill.
No straight hill.

Hahahah !

And riding uphill uses so much energy.
Riding downhill is just too freaky.

Anyway, I was just telling Shiva about my cycling dreams.
1. cycling in a beautiful green field. Like those you see in movies.
2. cycling with my friends.
3. cycling beside the guy I like.

Hmm. Wonder if any of it will come true.
LOL !

I Just Cant Think Of The Title.

Went for badminton again this week.
I'm seriously working out, people (;

Anyway, my hands are shaking now.
Weak hands. Yupe.

And Calvin Yap Jun Hong,
stop showing off.

Shiat Hui is wayy better.
LOL!

He's gonna kill me if he reads this.
But the chances of that, is
0.2%

I'd take my chances :D

Today was also our inter-class BM drama.

Our plot?
Business man wants to throw 'sisa toksik'.
Kaki-lang throws it near the playground.
Business man's daughter play play and 'terkena'.
Daughter goes into comma.
Business man regrets and become pencinta alam !

The End.

Sounds sooo cheesy and boring.
But it was really really good.
Cause we used that 'imbas kembali' technique.

Hopefully we stand a chance of winning.